Seeking New Vistas

May20

 

I’m in the land of

adult relationship

containing it all

 

Both the shadow and

lightning to enflame the truth

I’m grateful to see.

 

If to die is right

I perish in dignity

death is not the end.

 

Sudden pathways to

choose in seeking new vistas

come as a surprise.

 

I thought

I loved

I eluded

I lied

I begged and bargained

I cried

I was loved (but something important was left out)

I cried some more because I see

and I go on.

 

My preferences

listed in an old journal

I add to it now

 

There is no one love

I know this to be the truth

I kind of just died.

 

I’m open

I’m ready

I’m belly up to the danger that lurks

Because…

I trust now

(even though it is a challenge.)

It’s time.

 

 

Carrying Doomed Illusion

May18

 

Dark water below

expansive premonitions

feeling my demise.

 

The beauty that seeps

through the center of my sight

captured through my lens

 

I was so open

my heart everlasting love

I let it all in

 

Then time to go home

carrying doomed illusion

captured through my lens