Tag Archive | tarot

Seeking New Vistas


I’m in the land of

adult relationship

containing it all


Both the shadow and

lightning to enflame the truth

I’m grateful to see.


If to die is right

I perish in dignity

death is not the end.


Sudden pathways to

choose in seeking new vistas

come as a surprise.


I thought

I loved

I eluded

I lied

I begged and bargained

I cried

I was loved (but something important was left out)

I cried some more because I see

and I go on.


My preferences

listed in an old journal

I add to it now


There is no one love

I know this to be the truth

I kind of just died.


I’m open

I’m ready

I’m belly up to the danger that lurks


I trust now

(even though it is a challenge.)

It’s time.




The Drinks are on ME!!



Just look at my face,

as you all tip your glasses,

the drinks are on me.


Celebration? no,

a continuation of,

the same old, same old.



Sometimes when this card shows up for me, it is literally a celebration, especially with this deck, since I read intuitively and many times base my readings from the main things that catch my eye each time.

I had this show up as a happy card the other day.

HOWEVER, going more by the traditional way this card is usually interpreted I would tend to notice his face. His aura looks like the black one of someone who has already decided that life is not worth living. This man just. doesn’t. care.

Apathy, depression, boredom, being taken advantage of (and perhaps allowing it.) That is what it is saying tonight.